ghadi ki yeh band suyiaan jaane kya keh jaati hai
har pal mujhe jaise jeene ka ehsaas dilati hai...
second ki suyi har pal mujhe yeh samjhaati hai
jo baar baar koshish kar ke wapas wahin ruk si jaati hai...
jab waqt ka ehsaas hota hai
toh bas ghante aur minute ki suyi ka hi saath hota hai...
aksar inhi par hum sab gaur farmaate hain
second ki suyi ko nazar andaaz kar jaate hain...
baaki suyiaan toh bilkul hi tham jaati hai
ek second hi hai jo baar baar ek kadam toh badhati hai...
band ghadi ko dekha toh yeh samajh aaya
yeh waqt toh hai bas iss second ki kaaya...
chalti suyion ne bas yahi sikhaya hai mujhe
waqt guzar jaane ka ek darr sa dikhaya hai mujhe...
waqt thamta nahi kabhi..bas guzar jaata hai
in suyion ko dekho toh yeh nazar aata hai...
kaash yeh darr main apne dil se nikaal fenku
ek baar band suyion ke saath waqt guzaar kar dekhun...
aaj jab mujhe waqt ka kuch hosh nahi
aisa lagta hai jaise ab main khamosh nahi...
band suyion ne aaj mujhe hai yeh samjhaya
second ki suyi ne har pal jeene ka ek ehsaas dilaya...
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
kuch likh daalun...
aaj kalam uthayi hai toh mann karta hai kuch likh daalun
in safed pannon ko iss syaahi se rang daalun...
jaane kis rang se rangna chaahta hai yeh kaagaz ka tukda
laal hari kaali ya neeli,
jee karta hai koi ek rang iss kalam mein bhar daalun...
ghoorta raha ghanton bhar in sheeshiyon ko
uljhan hai inmein se kis ek ko chun daalun...
neela ho ya hara ho..ya fir chaahe ho kaala
hain toh saare ek rang hi...
iss kore kagaz ko hi dekho
hai toh yeh bhi ek rang mein sana hua...
aaj jaana safed bhi ek rang hota hai
dil ne kaha, aap sab se ye keh daalun...
aaj kalam uthayi hai toh mann karta hai kuch likh daalun
in safed pannon ko in saare rangon se rang daalun...
Thursday, March 17, 2011
ehsaas...
ek adhoori si kavita likhi thi
jise poori karne ki ek aas hai...
ek anjaan sa chehra dikha tha
jiski mujhe talaash hai...
zindagi toh ruk si gayi hai kahin
jo chal rahi woh bas saans hai...
mujhko is tarah se mat dekho duniyawaalon
yeh toh chalti firti ek laash hai...
jise poori karne ki ek aas hai...
ek anjaan sa chehra dikha tha
jiski mujhe talaash hai...
zindagi toh ruk si gayi hai kahin
jo chal rahi woh bas saans hai...
mujhko is tarah se mat dekho duniyawaalon
yeh toh chalti firti ek laash hai...
Monday, January 17, 2011
sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Jo ittefaq se tum na mil jaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Woh pehal tum na kar paate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Na jaane kab se cheezein zehan mein dabaye main baitha tha
Woh baatein tum baahar nikaal na paate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Roz tumhe dekhta tha chhup chhup ke nigaahon se
Wo tumhari nazrein na mujhse takraati toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Jaana toh tha tumhe ek din bahut duur mujhse
Kaash mujhse ek baar milke chale jaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Tumse baat karne ki khwahish hi kaafi thi ek mere liye
Raat bhar isi tamanna mein yun na jagaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Woh lafz aaj bhi goonjte hain mere kaano mein
Unhe sun-ne ko yun na tarsaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Ek saal baad aaye tum jab kuch dino ke liye
Intezar mein meri dhadkan yun na badhate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Chand palon ke liye tumne ki jo baatein mujhse
Do pal aur theher jaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Jo ittefaq se tum na mil jaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Woh pehal tum na kar paate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Na jaane kab se cheezein zehan mein dabaye main baitha tha
Woh baatein tum baahar nikaal na paate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Woh pehal tum na kar paate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Na jaane kab se cheezein zehan mein dabaye main baitha tha
Woh baatein tum baahar nikaal na paate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Roz tumhe dekhta tha chhup chhup ke nigaahon se
Wo tumhari nazrein na mujhse takraati toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Jaana toh tha tumhe ek din bahut duur mujhse
Kaash mujhse ek baar milke chale jaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Tumse baat karne ki khwahish hi kaafi thi ek mere liye
Raat bhar isi tamanna mein yun na jagaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Woh lafz aaj bhi goonjte hain mere kaano mein
Unhe sun-ne ko yun na tarsaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Ek saal baad aaye tum jab kuch dino ke liye
Intezar mein meri dhadkan yun na badhate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Chand palon ke liye tumne ki jo baatein mujhse
Do pal aur theher jaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Jo ittefaq se tum na mil jaate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Woh pehal tum na kar paate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta
Na jaane kab se cheezein zehan mein dabaye main baitha tha
Woh baatein tum baahar nikaal na paate toh sab kuch theek sa rehta...
Friday, January 14, 2011
JD on the Rocks !!!

a gal came upto me looking for her song
asked her to give me sometime
and there she left with a glass of wine
all alone sitting in a corner
sipping her drink to make herself bit warmer
Lost in herself , she was looking betrayed
Last Christmas the very next song I played
She turned and gave me a glance
beats were different with a hint of trance
I was waiting for her all this while
and she left with a secret smile
that evening I played her song twice
and I kept her promise with no price
She used to call me DJ
but m hardly the Don Juan she was waiting for
I used to call her JD
forget Jack Daniels, she takes me high even more
Went there one evening after so long
M no more there playing any song
She still comes but the guy is different
plays Last Christmas, like a trend
Days ve gone and time has changed
Like spirits together in a blend
Today in the pub DJ ain't the same
but still JD on the rocks s evident !!!
Monday, June 14, 2010
Murder on a Whim !!!
"How do I call an Ambulance? ". I looked into telephone directory and dialled 102.
Rahul was lying on the bed soaked totally into blood..I couldn't see any movement in him..he was stabbed so many times by a six inch kitchen knife.
Next moment I could hear sound of an ambulance growing louder and louder and stopped right next to the doorstep.
Anxiousness filled me deeply when they were taking his body. With dry blood all over my hands, I prayed for him to be alive and to ask him whether he could see his death coming. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him. I called up Sameer.
In those few seconds memories flashed through my mind. Four years passed since we moved in this city Bangalore...living together in the same apartment..new places we explored and roaming all over..pubs..restaurant and what not..everything afresh in my mind.
One night we were partying with friends at HRC and he told me pointing towards a girl that she would come and ask him out. And the very next moment it happend. My eyes still couldnt believe that. May be, we all were drunk. But still it left me with some suspicion.
We left for home and then I questioned him about that incident. He refused to tell first then after asking so many times he told me entire thing. He told me he could read mind of the people around him.
I was like " Oh..come on..don't joke me..you are still high on alcohol..we will talk tomorrow morning"
That incident left me perplexed. The mere fact that I use the word ‘perplex’; a word I didn’t even know existed in my vocabulary until right now, is a sign that I have absolutely no idea how or where to file this in my brain. May be I was over-reacting.
Next morning he only started the discussion over the same topic while having coffee. He explained me how he got to know my likes and dislikes and I was attracted towards him that nobody knew. And he knew that i always wanted to propose him.
He never wanted to tell anyone about this as people might make fun of him. And he asked "Promise me you won't tell even a single word about it "
I just couldnt believe it and said to him "Ok..fine..if you tell me what is goin through my mind right now..if you answer it I will believe you've got a supernatural power" and winked.
He smiled and said "you are thinking of using my so called supernatural power for ur purpose" and winked back at me. I got nervous 'coz he was absolutely right and thought how in the world he cud think like that.
"Rubbish" and I left to my room.
Since then coming days were really fun. He used to tell me now and then about others and our friends and I was prepared already for each and every reply. I still didnt believe him but I liked it being on winning side always.
Sameer was a very good fren of ours. He used to like me a lot during college days. Rahul once told me that Sameer was so envious of him as I was going out with Rahul. Since then I was bit uncomfortable when he was around.
That night Sameer came to our place. I served drinks and went to cook dinner. He was staring at me while I was serving drinks. Next moment I heard them having heated arguments and I went straight to resolve that. Sameer left our place in fury. I asked Rahul "Baba what happend all of a sudden...You guys were having nice time..isnt it? "
Rahul looked straight in my eyes and said "He wants to get laid with you".
I said "Rahul, please cut the crap . Anyways, can we have dinner now?"
We had a quiet dinner that night.
We went straight to bedroom. I was thinking may be he was right and wanted Sameer to apologize as we all were good friends. If Sameer was wrong then why would he leave our place and might it be possible that Rahul could read mind. I still didnt believe it completely.
We talked for a while lying on bed and he looked at me and asked for a glass of water and dispirin for headache.
I went to kitchen to get a glass of water and the very next moment I had a six inch kitchen knife in my hand.
Rahul was lying on the bed soaked totally into blood..I couldn't see any movement in him..he was stabbed so many times by a six inch kitchen knife.
Next moment I could hear sound of an ambulance growing louder and louder and stopped right next to the doorstep.
Anxiousness filled me deeply when they were taking his body. With dry blood all over my hands, I prayed for him to be alive and to ask him whether he could see his death coming. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him. I called up Sameer.
In those few seconds memories flashed through my mind. Four years passed since we moved in this city Bangalore...living together in the same apartment..new places we explored and roaming all over..pubs..restaurant and what not..everything afresh in my mind.
One night we were partying with friends at HRC and he told me pointing towards a girl that she would come and ask him out. And the very next moment it happend. My eyes still couldnt believe that. May be, we all were drunk. But still it left me with some suspicion.
We left for home and then I questioned him about that incident. He refused to tell first then after asking so many times he told me entire thing. He told me he could read mind of the people around him.
I was like " Oh..come on..don't joke me..you are still high on alcohol..we will talk tomorrow morning"
That incident left me perplexed. The mere fact that I use the word ‘perplex’; a word I didn’t even know existed in my vocabulary until right now, is a sign that I have absolutely no idea how or where to file this in my brain. May be I was over-reacting.
Next morning he only started the discussion over the same topic while having coffee. He explained me how he got to know my likes and dislikes and I was attracted towards him that nobody knew. And he knew that i always wanted to propose him.
He never wanted to tell anyone about this as people might make fun of him. And he asked "Promise me you won't tell even a single word about it "
I just couldnt believe it and said to him "Ok..fine..if you tell me what is goin through my mind right now..if you answer it I will believe you've got a supernatural power" and winked.
He smiled and said "you are thinking of using my so called supernatural power for ur purpose" and winked back at me. I got nervous 'coz he was absolutely right and thought how in the world he cud think like that.
"Rubbish" and I left to my room.
Since then coming days were really fun. He used to tell me now and then about others and our friends and I was prepared already for each and every reply. I still didnt believe him but I liked it being on winning side always.
Sameer was a very good fren of ours. He used to like me a lot during college days. Rahul once told me that Sameer was so envious of him as I was going out with Rahul. Since then I was bit uncomfortable when he was around.
That night Sameer came to our place. I served drinks and went to cook dinner. He was staring at me while I was serving drinks. Next moment I heard them having heated arguments and I went straight to resolve that. Sameer left our place in fury. I asked Rahul "Baba what happend all of a sudden...You guys were having nice time..isnt it? "
Rahul looked straight in my eyes and said "He wants to get laid with you".
I said "Rahul, please cut the crap . Anyways, can we have dinner now?"
We had a quiet dinner that night.
We went straight to bedroom. I was thinking may be he was right and wanted Sameer to apologize as we all were good friends. If Sameer was wrong then why would he leave our place and might it be possible that Rahul could read mind. I still didnt believe it completely.
We talked for a while lying on bed and he looked at me and asked for a glass of water and dispirin for headache.
I went to kitchen to get a glass of water and the very next moment I had a six inch kitchen knife in my hand.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Is being homosexual a Crime??
I knew its going to happen today or tomorrow. 62-year-old Srinivas Ramchander Siras, the professor from AMU, committed suicide (my perception..not sure as post-mortem report might have something else to say).
Siras, who hailed from Maharashtra and taught Marathi, was placed under suspension by AMU Vice Chancellor P K Abdul Aziz on charges of homosexuality at his house inside the campus after a sting operation by a television channel which exposed him having sexual relations with a rickshaw puller.(Courtesy: TOI)
And he was suspended without any inquiry. I think inquiry committee is most common in colleges for anything.
He was subjected to severe harassment by the university authorities and was under intense mental pressure according to Mr. Siddique.
Well, it is pretty obvious as we Indians are not broad minded enough.
One thing I dont understand is.. if anybdy is homosexual then why cant we let it be.. people dont question whether u r straight or having sex with ur wife or prostitute or someone else.
No matter if u pass 377 or not its still the same. u cant change the mentality of we Indians by making laws or changing which exists already. We Indians have not evolved yet. It would surely take another hundred years or more to understand human need and humanity as well.
Everyday we make laws..reservations..quotas and keep on changing it. Changes which are acceptable to particular section of society and others simply boycott it. Then how do we decide which section to target.
Even those who were in support of these changes we were making at that particular moment might be against it in future.
If anybdy is homosexual then its by nature. u cant simply say being homosexual is against nature laws or its not natural or something out of this world because u think wat u are. U ve'nt written the book of laws of nature .. 've u?? Then who has given u the authority to think wats mentioned in that book or not. U r not the GOD.
Well..Homesexuality is not a crime. They need space not publicity. AMU professor committed suicide..he couldnt face the society and may be in future ppl might follow the same footsteps. They cant ask us for space, we have to give them. We need to broaden our mentality and the way we think.
One day or the other we will surely understand this if someone commits suicide from our side. Nobody wants that...isnt it..!!
Siras, who hailed from Maharashtra and taught Marathi, was placed under suspension by AMU Vice Chancellor P K Abdul Aziz on charges of homosexuality at his house inside the campus after a sting operation by a television channel which exposed him having sexual relations with a rickshaw puller.(Courtesy: TOI)
And he was suspended without any inquiry. I think inquiry committee is most common in colleges for anything.
He was subjected to severe harassment by the university authorities and was under intense mental pressure according to Mr. Siddique.
Well, it is pretty obvious as we Indians are not broad minded enough.
One thing I dont understand is.. if anybdy is homosexual then why cant we let it be.. people dont question whether u r straight or having sex with ur wife or prostitute or someone else.
No matter if u pass 377 or not its still the same. u cant change the mentality of we Indians by making laws or changing which exists already. We Indians have not evolved yet. It would surely take another hundred years or more to understand human need and humanity as well.
Everyday we make laws..reservations..quotas and keep on changing it. Changes which are acceptable to particular section of society and others simply boycott it. Then how do we decide which section to target.
Even those who were in support of these changes we were making at that particular moment might be against it in future.
If anybdy is homosexual then its by nature. u cant simply say being homosexual is against nature laws or its not natural or something out of this world because u think wat u are. U ve'nt written the book of laws of nature .. 've u?? Then who has given u the authority to think wats mentioned in that book or not. U r not the GOD.
Well..Homesexuality is not a crime. They need space not publicity. AMU professor committed suicide..he couldnt face the society and may be in future ppl might follow the same footsteps. They cant ask us for space, we have to give them. We need to broaden our mentality and the way we think.
One day or the other we will surely understand this if someone commits suicide from our side. Nobody wants that...isnt it..!!
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