Murder on a Whim !!!

"How do I call an Ambulance? ".  I looked into telephone directory and dialled 102.
Rahul was lying on the bed soaked totally into blood..I couldn't see any movement in him..he was stabbed so many times by a six inch kitchen knife.
Next moment I could hear sound of an ambulance growing louder and louder and stopped right next to the doorstep.
Anxiousness filled me deeply when they were taking his body. With dry blood all over my hands, I prayed for him to be alive and to ask him whether he could see his death coming. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him. I called up Sameer.

In those few seconds memories flashed through my mind. Four years passed since we moved in this city Bangalore...living together in the same apartment..new places we explored and roaming all over..pubs..restaurant and what not..everything afresh in my mind.

One night we were partying with friends at HRC and he told me pointing towards a girl that she would come and ask him out. And the very next moment it happend. My eyes still couldnt believe that. May be, we all were drunk. But still it left me with some suspicion.

We left for home and then I questioned him about that incident. He refused to tell first then after asking so many times he told me entire thing. He told me he could read mind of the people around him.
I was like " Oh..come on..don't joke me..you are still high on alcohol..we will talk tomorrow morning"
That incident left me perplexed. The mere fact that I use the word ‘perplex’; a word I didn’t even know existed in my vocabulary until right now, is a sign that I have absolutely no idea how or where to file this in my brain. May be I was over-reacting.

Next morning he only started the discussion over the same topic while having coffee. He explained me how he got to know my likes and dislikes and I was attracted towards him that nobody knew. And he knew that i always wanted to propose him.
He never wanted to tell anyone about this as people might make fun of him. And he asked "Promise me you won't tell even a single word about it "

I just couldnt  believe it and said to him "Ok..fine..if you tell me what is goin through my mind right now..if you answer it I will believe you've got a supernatural power" and winked.

He smiled and said "you are thinking of using my so called supernatural power for ur purpose" and winked back at me. I got nervous 'coz he was absolutely right and thought how in the world he cud think like that.
"Rubbish" and I left to my room.

Since then coming days were really fun. He used to tell me now and then about others and our friends and I was prepared already for each and every reply. I still didnt believe him but I liked it being on winning side always.
Sameer was a very good fren of ours. He used to like me a lot during college days. Rahul once told me that Sameer was so envious of him as I was going out with Rahul. Since then I was bit uncomfortable when he was around.

That night Sameer came to our place. I served drinks and went to cook dinner. He was staring at me while I was serving drinks. Next moment I heard them having heated arguments and I went straight to resolve that. Sameer left our place in fury. I asked Rahul "Baba what happend all of a sudden...You guys were having nice time..isnt it? "
Rahul looked straight in my eyes and said "He wants to get laid with you".
I said "Rahul, please cut the crap . Anyways, can we have dinner now?"

We had a quiet dinner that night.

We went straight to bedroom. I was thinking may be he was right and wanted Sameer to apologize as we all were good friends. If Sameer was wrong then why would he leave our place and might it be possible that Rahul could read mind. I still didnt believe it completely.
We talked for a while lying on bed and he looked at me and asked for a glass of water and dispirin for headache.
I went to kitchen to get a glass of water and the very next moment I had a six inch kitchen knife in my hand.

Is being homosexual a Crime??

I knew its going to happen today or tomorrow. 62-year-old Srinivas Ramchander Siras, the professor from AMU, committed suicide (my perception..not sure as post-mortem report might have something else to say).

Siras, who hailed from Maharashtra and taught Marathi, was placed under suspension by AMU Vice Chancellor P K Abdul Aziz on charges of homosexuality at his house inside the campus after a sting operation by a television channel which exposed him having sexual relations with a rickshaw puller.(Courtesy: TOI)

And he was suspended without any inquiry.  I think inquiry committee is most common in colleges for anything.

He was subjected to severe harassment by the university authorities and was under intense mental pressure according to Mr. Siddique.

Well, it is pretty obvious as we Indians are not broad minded enough.
One thing I dont understand is.. if anybdy is homosexual then why cant we let it be.. people dont question whether u r straight or having sex with ur wife or prostitute or someone else.

No matter if u pass 377 or not its still the same. u cant change the mentality of we Indians by making laws or changing which exists already. We Indians have not evolved yet. It would surely take another hundred years or more to understand human need and humanity as well.

Everyday we make laws..reservations..quotas and keep on changing it. Changes which are acceptable to particular section of society and others simply boycott it. Then how do we decide which section to target.

Even those who were in support of these changes we were making at that particular moment might be against it in future.

If anybdy is homosexual then its by nature. u cant simply say being homosexual is against nature laws or its not natural or something out of this world because u think wat u are. U ve'nt written the book of laws of nature .. 've u?? Then who has given u the authority to think wats mentioned in that book or not. U r not the GOD.

Well..Homesexuality is not a crime. They need space not publicity. AMU professor committed suicide..he couldnt face the society and may be in future ppl might follow the same footsteps. They cant ask us for space, we have to give them. We need to broaden our mentality and the way we think.

One day or the other we will surely understand this if someone commits suicide from our side. Nobody wants that...isnt it..!!

Love at First Sight !!!

saw u first wearing green n white
i got struck by love at first sight
u were climbing the stairs
n from up i cud only watch u n stare

next day u came in red shirt
wished i cud ask u out or flirt
day was glowing colorful and bright
n it was my love at second sight

ur top was blue and skirt black
i looked again n again turnin back
love at third sight i encountered with
no longer it remained a myth

u wore black suit the other day
watched u, looked up and prayed
and thot, wud talk to u today
coz love at fourth sight was already on its way

u passed by me n wind blew
ohh..white was lookin fabulous on u
wats love at fifth sight i understood
everyday i see u n it sets up my mood

i was sad coz weekend came
cudnt see u for two days n no1 to blame
everytime i see u, i fall in love with u
day by day it grows strong and accrues

u r the only one in evrything i do n say
ohh well u r my conclusion to each day
u r the thought tht starts each morning & lingers every nite
evryday feels like a love at first sight !!!

Ohh..don't look at me again..I don't 've another heart to lose :)

it was a vivid dawn
was sitting in my lawn
got struck with the word love
wen i saw a pair of white dove
a question popped up in my mind
like a shot of tequila with lime

and i asked myself if m in love..

a face appeared and i was fine
felt like m on cloud 9
well..she s sensuous.. she s divine
she s more effective than the red wine
mesmerizing eyes i cud only see
yah u r the one i really need

and i asked myself is this love..

was lost in ur thoughts and the time flew
somebody plz give me any clue
wen u look at me i feel i m alive
i cud see u from the corner of my eyes
wen u talk i feel i can listen
u r the one whom m totally missin

and i asked myself is this love

love ur eyes n the way u dress
yah babe ur my best
my love for u is killing me
ohh god wats happenin to me
my heart beats and beats for u
my heart aches and aches for u
my heart thumps and thumps only for u
got an answer..and its true
baby i cant take my eyes off of u
n i said to myself..yah babe m truly in love with u..
m dumbstruck n nervous wen u r around
all i can hear is ur sound
listening to blues n having booze
Ohh..don't look at me again..I don't 've another heart to lose :)

Bloody Democracy !!!

Thought of posting it lot earlier..but its better late than never..

I dont understand wat we indians want...

Do we want equality or reservation ???..started frm SC ST then OBC, minority,muslims and nw women..

I think ppl in the support of reservation..they jst doubt their ability to do smthng..reservation for women that too 33%..

Y cant they think of 100% if they are so gud at it..we are ready to take 50 capable canditates out of 100 rather than wasting time and money on 33 who are jst too good for nothin..

I just want to request to our greatest prime minister or whosoever runs this country and make decisions like this.."please dnt divide us on the basis of caste, creed , religion, sex, region, language..we are just humans..and we only understand the language of humanity".

we have reservations evrywhere..frm education to jobs..IIMs IITs medical college..evrywhere !!!

One of my friend told me about an incident..an SC/ST big shot,MLA or smthn, went for his treatment at AIIMS..when he got to knw dat the doctor who s goin to treat him was also an SC/ST quota doctor..and then he jst didnt allow the doc to treat him..he wanted general category doctor..

If they think they are not capable of treating a patient then y they make such doctors...y they support reservation..

we can never be a great country if we are goin to think like this..so narrow minded..

Y cant u give scholarship to ppl who r nt financially sound..no matter if he s a general candidate or SC/ST or OBC..but atleast take them on merit basis..

If we keep on adjusting ourselves like this we ll go nowhere..

one day ll come when we ll be having reservation in Indian Cricket Team as well..then we ll see whethr talent matters or reservation..

only a dictator can take this country forward else we ll end up at the same place frm where we start..

we r in denial, the world is afraid

and u say there are no more slaves !!!